Hallelujah, yet another eating disorder question?

It sounds like maybe your not being honest enough with your therapist. Why hold anything back? Thats what you are paying for and thats what they are there for (to listen and to help). You have to be completely honest even telling him/her about your jealousy and such. I�m sorry you are dealing with this and I hope you can get better soon. PS if you post this in the mental health thread you will most likely get more answers.